This year has been a cluster of emotions.

I’ve managed to pick myself back up after being completely shattered from heartbreak, surgeries, health drama, family drama and mental issues. All of those things seemed like an impossible challenge, but I did it. Of course, I’m still sorting my mental battles with myself on views in life and handling the world, but I’m getting there, day by day.

I’ve become more spiritually intuitive than I’ve ever been, and I sense, feel, see and hear things about people and places that I’ve never been able to in my life. That’s been an adjustment as well, but a good one.

I needed to go through the things that I have gone through over the last two years in order to realize that I’m the shit, and I have all I need to overcome and accomplish anything.

I needed to find myself again, after succumbing to the type of person that my life and the people in it had molded me into. I had become this weird zombie 🧟‍♀️ that was just going through the motions of life to please everyone, but myself.

I stopped doing the things that made me, me because I was too focused on the things that everyone else needed me to be.

Support giver

Problem solver

Healer

Scapegoat

Doctor

Patient

Angel

Go-to

I was everything except me.

And in being/doing all of those things, I wasn’t taking care of myself or my needs. I was literally dying inside.

I ran myself down until I was barely burning embers. Then, when I finally died out, I was reborn, and I came back ready for war.

I’m back in all my Royal, Divine, Spiritual, Goddess, Queen 👸🏾 like glory. I’m in a whole new cycle of my life and I’m full armed this time. I’m not letting anyone stand in my way or stop me from completing the things I want to do.

I’m setting boundaries with people that I’ve never set before, and I’m cutting off anyone who doesn’t serve my greater good, match my efforts, better me, uplift me, have positive energy or has bad intentions.

These are things that are necessary for you to grow and reach your full potential in life. Some people won’t like it, and that’s unfortunate, but it has to be done.

I’m putting myself first for the first time in my life and it’s kinda crazy.

Now, I am going full force on trying to get to the root of my health problems, I’m fighting for justice for the way I’ve been done in the healthcare situation, and I won’t stop until I get it.

I want to end this entry on this note:

It’s time to stop neglecting ourselves, and it’s time to put ourselves first. We deserve happiness, love, wealth, health and prosperity, just as much as the people we’ve been putting ourselves second to.

Now, we are second to no one. We’re divinely blessed and the universe says it’s our time to shine.

Love always,

Stashia Jeanette

Vii Squad ❤