Healing and Forgiveness

It’s taken me awhile, but I’m finally ready to move on.

I’m finally ready to forgive myself and forgive you.

I’ve never felt so much pain in my entire life until I fell in love with you.

I gave myself all the way to you and loved you more than I’ve ever loved anything, but it wasn’t enough for you.

I kept giving, even though I had nothing left to give.

You didn’t give me anything, but false hope and rage. Rage I never even knew I could have.

I offered you peace and a better life and you gave me destruction.

I was the perfect target.

I was a fool.

Love does that, sometimes.

When you really love someone, you try to find the hidden angel buried within a demon.

Even if it doesn’t exist.

You broke me to the point where I didn’t know if I could ever be repaired and you left my world shattered.

But I forgive you and I thank you for that.

Because of you, I was forced to face my fears, grow, learn and come out a stronger person.

I forgive you because I deserve to be free from that and I refuse to let what you did to me, stop me from fully loving and receiving love.

I forgive you.

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