Below, I want to share some writing I did that can explain how I truly know what it’s like to be in the Abyss and that I can absolutely help give you a way out of it if you’re ready to do the work to do so. I hope this helps you understand that I have walked the walk and I’m not just another “spiritual leader” trying to take your money and tickle your ears and ego. I’ve documented the worst parts of my life, many, (while poorly written) are right here in this blog, others are still on my YouTube for this very purpose. I’ve not erased the cringeworthy parts of my suffering, healing or growth journey for this exact purpose. So you all can see that I have truly earned my stripes. I’m not trying to toot my own horn, but not many can say that these days. Everyone wants to delete their past once they “heal” or become successful in some capacity. But I’m here to earn your trust.
This all got started from me writing the caption for this meme I created for my Instagram. I hope you enjoy it.
If you’re ready to stop repeating cycles of unaligned choices and numbing your regrets, traumas, pain, and emotions with drugs, sex, alcohol, or working yourself to exhaustion just to avoid facing your thoughts and feelings, it’s time to take action.
It’s time for you to rise up and shed the false self that you know isn’t who you truly are. I understand the feeling of thinking it’s better to not feel or think, or to avoid making the right choices. I know what it’s like to feel as though you’ve done too much to change. I also know how it feels when you think it’s not even worth getting out of bed anymore. I, too, have been in the depths of despair—the ultimate Abyss. I couldn’t feel anything, yet I experienced a profound emotional pain within my heart and soul at the same time.
I felt ashamed and exhausted from being unable to be my true self due to everything happening with my health. When I say I spiraled, I spiraled hard. I reached a point where I thought, “F it!” and went on a destructive two-year journey. I knew my choices were wrong and out of alignment, but I gave up on myself. Whenever I tried to reach out for support or sought someone who genuinely cared, I couldn’t find it.
There were many people who were comfortable with that version of me; in fact, it was the most “popular” I had ever been. During my time in the Abyss, I engaged in various behaviors to see who would support me, and I was shocked to discover how many would back my unaligned decisions. People were okay with me staying down. I had “friends” and an abundance of interested suitors, but when I decided to say, “No more, it’s time for me to heal and rise,” suddenly, there was no one left. Even now, my circle of physical support is very small.
I’m sharing all of this so that you truly understand that I GET IT. More importantly, I want you to know that I went through all these challenges so I could tell others who want to heal and rise that it CAN be done, and I CAN help you get there if you’re willing to put in the work.
If you are ready, I welcome you with open arms and a compassionate heart. I will not judge you as I was judged. I will not call you crazy or view you as lesser due to your past. Your past is merely a collection of lessons, not a life sentence. I will see you for who you truly are and for who you are destined to become, should you choose to pursue this path of Ascension with me. The choice is always yours: evolve or repeat.
If you’re ready to evolve, comment “Ascension,” and I’ll send you the link to my booking page. You can schedule an introductory session with me or jump into a service or package that suits you. If you’re unsure of what you need, just start with the intro session. 💗🙏🏾💗 It’s okay; you simply have to make the decision to change and never look back.
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