I’m in a lot of pain today, but honestly, I’m grateful that I can even feel the pain. For 18 years, they had me on so many different medications 💊 that were conflicting and causing more problems on top of the already blazing fire of problems, and I couldn’t feel anything. I didn’t know who I was, what was happening within or outside of my body, and I never knew what it felt like to be actually IN my body. Until last May, I decided I’d had enough and scrapped everything. I don’t recommend anyone do this, but I am only speaking for myself and my personal experience. I decided to get off the merry-go-round of craziness, which was scary. I put my entire trust and faith in God, Source, Universe and surrendered fully to the Divines plan for the rest of my life. I was okay with whatever happened because I trusted that the Divine would have my back. Foolish? Maybe. But I’ve never been more connected with my Body, Mind & The Divine than I am now because of the decision to start over. All that being said, yes, I am in pain, for those wondering. Every single day, my body is in pain, but the pain is a little sacrifice for gaining who I truly am.