The Process of Surrendering & What I’ve Been Doing

Hey guys, long time no see!

I’ve been doing a lot lately with perfecting my skills, learning, healing, growing, and exploring the Universe to reveal myself in my new higher version.

In the last year, I’ve experienced more upheaval, heartbreak, pain, and suffering than I can describe. It’s been an emotional roller coaster. There were many lessons that I learned from these painful experiences, and they ultimately helped me to overcome certain limitations and beliefs about myself and others that were holding me back.

We can often take on these limiting beliefs, behaviors, traits, generational curses, and traumas when we’re energetically sensitive and constantly surrounded by lower-vibrational people, places, or things without knowing it.

This is precisely what many of the 144 & 250 have experienced this incarnation thus far, and we are now being asked to free ourselves from this old world paradigm.

I have been trying my hardest to allow my most authentic self to fully show and embrace everything about myself that was not so long ago outcasted and persecuted by societal norms. I would be lying if I said it wasn’t difficult for me to express myself and speak my truth after the way that the world has treated me thus far, but here I am doing it, as I have been doing for the last few years, but more predominantly the previous year.

I’ve started doing daily channeled Oracle messages from my ViiSquad Oracle Deck I created last year on TikTok & YouTube. It was a moment of great accomplishment for me to see something I’d envisioned in the spiritual world come to fruition in the physical world… and I did it on my own (obviously with God, Source, Universe & squad guiding me in the spirit, but I meant physically on my own).

Doing the Oracle messages has allowed me to deepen my direct connection with Source, get a better understanding of my abilities and how I am comfortable using those abilities, build my trust in myself and my intuition and guidance, understand myself in every aspect, and learn about the Universe, energy & life as a whole. It has been the most incredible experience I’ve ever had, in the midst of some really shitty things that were simultaneously happening to me at the same time.

In the middle of having what felt like a combination of a nightmare, manic episode, identity crisis, heartbreak, and depression, I was somehow able to find solace in isolation and talking with God, Source, Universe. I felt like I was under attack on every level, and I couldn’t trust anyone. This is what happens in spiritual warfare

The art of war is simple, honestly, because what usually happens is when you place someone under extreme pressure, trauma, suffering, and stress for an extended period, they will inevitably crack. When you box someone in, limit their ability to express themselves, and deny them access to the essentials necessary to survive, they become restricted and forced to rely upon whoever is doing the restriction.

But what happens if that isn’t the outcome? What if what was meant to crack them just cracked them open for God, Source, Universe to fill with love, light, supernatural power, and healing energy?

What if the box became a place of necessary protection and isolation from distractions, those with ill intentions, and extortion? What if it was merely a place where you were meant to grow, heal, and learn, like a seed buried beneath the soil?

That’s what I feel happened to me during the darkness I am currently coming out of. I don’t think what’s happened or is happening to me is inherently bad or negative, but it’s something that I needed to become the highest and best version of myself for all of you. So that I could walk the walk and talk the talk. I have been through the fire multiple times in this lifetime and many other lifetimes as training for what is happening now.

However, getting to where I am currently takes time, effort, patience, and unwavering faith in God, Source, Universe. At no point, as I was going through the worst moments of my life—dying, hurting, and alone—did I ever feel like God, Source, Universe didn’t have my back. Ever.

I am obedient and have always listened to whatever orders and guidance I receive, and sometimes, I am told to surrender. Surrendering is hard because your human mind cannot comprehend that you cannot control anything outside of how you respond and your emotions. Earth has somehow artificially manipulated us into believing we have some power over what happens in our lives, and that’s incredibly inaccurate.

The sooner you can accept that a higher power is in control, the easier it will become to accept things as they come and go. Rapid surrender becomes almost effortless as you progress through your ascension journey, and learning to flow with the energy will be primary.

Below 👇 is a feature from UpTime that I did on “ The Process of Surrendering” take a look, and please let me know what you think.

https://to.uptime.app/hZwVGMInzHb

Also, consider following me on YouTube, IG and TikTok to see my Oracle messages.

I will also be releasing my documentary about my journey in trying to get answers to my health issues on May 20th. I’ll make another blog post specifically about that later.

Link to my Oracle deck here: https://www.makeplayingcards.com/sell/stashia-jeanette

I’ll talk with you soon. I love you 💕 #ViiSquad

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